Being True

I've just come to realize that I am not being true to myself. It seems as if I am taking jobs I don't want to do and don't like just because I want the money. I wish I could work at something that excites me instead of always doing crap that no one else wants to do and is someone else's dirty work. I don't want to spend my life doing something I loathe just because I need the money. I am sick of that nonsense. Life is too short to be miserable all the time. Experts and gurus say do something that you feel passionate about but I apply to those type of jobs I never get them. I always end up with the job that no one else in their right mind wants. That is why I get them because no one else wants it. Everybody is always head of me in the line up for the better jobs. I take pot luck. It is like I get the crumbs off the table. It's not fair but then who said life was fair. I guess I should consider myself lucky I can even get crumbs because some people don't even get that. :-(